There's a lot of negativity at work and little things pile on and add to make big. What do I want to do with the rest of my life? Should I leave the department? Should I leave the government? Should I continue traveling the world, is it giving me satisfaction, is it getting me through, or should I focus on home?
I think working for the archives is a step in the right direction. But I need to think about what I should do as something HAS to change.
When will this stuff be easier?